Being Big...

Ahh...time off. It is so great! I love having time to think about this funny life that we live. I am not really into New Years resolutions...they seem to dwindle in my life after about 2 weeks into January. I instead like to reflect and see what I can do better with a new year ahead of me. I am committing to be happier, to stop being consumed by the wrong things and start being consumed by the life I have been blessed with. Life is odd...you always think you will do whatever you want when you "get big". Live where you want, eat what you want, be carefree when you want, shop when you want, by Lucky Charms when you want. Funny how when you have those opportunities you can't seem to decide on them so you stay in your same old same old mentality. I myself am sick of that. I can say confidently I have not liked who I am lately. I have been focusing on the negative and not on the positive. I have become that teacher, that follower of Christ, that friend, that daughter, that everything I don't want to be. So...'09...I am going to try to focus more on who I am and who I am designed to be. I know all will fall into place...life is funny...I am just taking it day by day.